alls well...

all is well at the moment. things with the house are well under way infact we get to move in by the end of the week. go us!!! i have a very nice new boyfriend. his name is sean. oddly enough, both rents have met him and like him. i'm currently not happy with myself, i think i have managed to put back on a little weight. but i refuse to get any bigger. i think all the stress of moving caused it. only becuase when i get stressed i eat lot! so less stress equals no wieght gain.
hmm...oh my job at the fillet is going well and i am rather happy with the people i work with. rah.
hmm...
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...train just derailed.
anyways since i lost what i was going to say i'm off.

interesting things going on right now...

ok here are a few interesting things that are going on in my life right now:

first:
my dad and step mom have decided to buy a little place for my sister and i to share while we finish school and the such like that. score for me!! this means that i will have a place to move to after my lease is up in feb.

second:
i may be getting a car here pretty quick.

and lastly ...ok i lost it but that doesn't matter.anyways thought i'd let the family know whats going on in my life so i'll talk to you later!

starting the new year right

this year i have decided to start the new year right with eating my black eyed peas and spending time with people that are important to me.i guess i'm trying to get a little closer to my friends. they mean a lot to me and i need them right now. so in laymans terms i'm just going to chill and enjoy life to it's fullest until work starts back and then i'll see them when i can. yeah that sounds right. anyways i finally got my confermation on my amazon orderit should be here relativly soon. so then i'll have book 3 in the crow graphic novels and the first 2 laurell k. hamilton/anita blake books. woot.i have also decided that i'm going to stay single for a while. so i won't really be bringing home any new guys for a while. sorry. and i'm guessing that you're all going "oh yeah that really hurts us. now we don't have to worry about you getting hurt."

anyways i'm kind of running over at the mouth right now and not really making much sense with it either.
so signing off!

no more holliday stupor.

i am quite glad that the holliday season will be completly over here very soon.just one more silly party and the season will be done!! no more gorging myself on holliday cookies and junk food but then again i'm not really wanting to see let alone look at another cookie for a very long time. nor do i want to look at turkey/ham again. sometimes i think that the holiday's are here for me to make myself fat. but not to worry i know why they really exist. anyway i'm not in a very talkative mood today but i wanted to let everyone know that i really loved my gifts and the time i got to share with everyone this holliday season. i love all of you very much and don't ever forget that.

silly holliday thing...

ahh i hope everyone has been having a safe ( or at least relatively) holliday and all that jazz. i am now the proud owner of a flip phone all thanks to the dad and stepmom! anywho i'll contact those that i can. talk to you all later.

life goes on...

life goes on and continues to get better and better!! i think i have a job lined up.(for real this time!) my friend toni is a manager at the coffehouse /delli we have on campus at nsu and i am supposed to come talk to her tomarrow. aw yeah!! anyways i have decided that i am much better off as a single person. i can sow my wild oats (as the saying goes) and not feel bad or have to worry about the significant other getting upset or whatever. o guess i have finally reached a point in my life where i am content with being single. it makes me happy. i am however still friends with you know who and i am actually getting to know other people more. i guess i'm just waiting for my silver lining( in the job world) to show up next.
anyways i'm sighining off.

current mood: great
current music: alice in chains

stupid men...

yes men are stupid!!!i personaly believe that most men all except for a select few need to be shot!!! if you'r wondering where this came from i got dumped.and no i don't really want to go into detail. i just figured that this is the best way to let the family know. and don't even think about setting me up. i really don't like it when people do that. i mean come on if someone just got dumped recently then i don't tink they really want to jump right into a new relationship!!i don't know i guess i'm just a little bitter. i still care gretly for him and i will be his friend it's just going to take me a little more time. the realization i have made recently however is that i changed my entire life to be able to see him more. i almost ruined a very close freind over him.( not a good thing. )o don't know iguess things are a little easier for me to see now that i have decided to go back to tulsa. i have 2 optons i can stay with mom or if my luck is actually holding i might be able to stay with mel my stepsister. either way it would only be for a short time. just until i got my own place.

current mood: bored and dumpy
current music mood: the cure(seems to happen a lot)

"maybe this move will be the change i need to pull it all together."